the universe according to M.E.

Now, before I get started, I think I should mention(since I think I may have forgotton) that I have already seen the new movie that was recently released in theares, Tristan and Isolde. Ir was a good movie overall, terribly terribly sad but well-casted and shot and put together and all of that other wonderful movie stuff. I absolutely hated it. I am not talking about just not liking it, I despised it. i vowed I would never ever see it again. Well, Kerry calls me and tells me she wants to go see a movie with whitney and whitney asked if I could come(Whitney was my best friend in 7th grade and we"split up"...I have really missed her) so naturally, i was dying to go. Then Kerry told me they were going to see Tristan and Isolde and after I told her I wouldn't go see that and why and i swore I never would I changed my mind. As Kerry later reminded me, my exact words were "That was the worst move ever made, Sure I'll go see it". It was AWEFUL!!! Fortunately Kerry realised early on that the movie would break her heart so we did what we always do when we are watching a heartwrenching movie when we either don't feel like crying or aren't emotionally stable enought to handle it, we made fun of it. I was laughing so hard I was crying most of the movie. I think I offended several of the other movie-watchers. It was funny though. Even though I hated it, and this time i will keep my oath never to see it again, it was worth it to hang out with kerry, whitney, and marion. I have missed Kerry so so much even though it's only been a week, and I have also really hoped me and Whitney could stars hanging out again soon!

If you have already read this post and realize now that it is different...you are correct!! There was a lovely litlle paragragh here about a fantastic person that now has this adress and must never see what i wrote! How very obsernant of you to notice! and why are you re-reading my posts?

Peace be to all, and to all a good night!(lol, the night before christmas)

Well, today was certainly interesting. I don't know exactly what is wrong with me, but I have been extremely weepy lately. It's like I can't turn off the tears. I have been thinking about tony alot. That probably has alot to do with it...it is that time of year. Anyways~shoutout to Jace(IF he even reads this, he has the adress but whether or not he actually visits it is beyond my power of knowing so...shoutout to Jace whether he sees it or not):Hola! I missed you in espanol today! I hope you're doing well. see you soon! While I am doing shout-outs: Kerry and sarah~ I am glad you are home, i want to hear all about it...it's called an e-mail, you should try it! And here's one for michael~I miss you!! Where's my favorite guy in the whole wide world been lately!! You've adopted my hectic schedual and now we have no time for each other:(. We have to hang out...soon!!!

Anyways, that was wonderful fun...So today...hmmm...we had a sub in espanol...she was pretty cool beans...second block was boring, as usual...sub in third...she slept the whole time so i did my work, as usual, and let everyone copy it while i flirted with the freshmen. lol. they are so easy. uh...chorus! it was not so fun today. I was lonely and sad. Becky and I had i nice heart-to-heart though...hmm...so then i went home and slept(i am getting sick again...imagine that!!) and then I went to yoga...fun stuff!

Katarina~here's the low-down...she is an exchange student from slovakia, i do believe, and we are gonna hang out. yay! she is very sweet and I am quite excited.

Yes! I have edited a paragragh here out as well! you guys really are too smart for me...however if you are reading this blog top to bottom)which really makes no sense since the only way you'll know what i am talking about is if you go to the bottom, which is the beginning, and read up. If you didn't already know that then, now you do...ya learn something new every day.

as always~I love all of you!!! Have a Fabulous Friday!!

some of my favorite movie quotes...

Isolde:How many have you loved before me? tristan:none Isolde:And how many will you love after me? Tristan:none...(I have seen this movie, and it was the absolute worst...if you like it you need qan excellent therapist because it isn't normal to enjoy wallowing in pain for 2 hours)

Sometimes worrying about you feels like a full time job!

Good morning sunshine...the earth says hello!

Mess with the bull and you'll get the horns!!

Love your sisters, love yourself.

The truth is, i gave my heart away a long time ago, all of it, and i never really got it back.

I believe you have my stapler.

HHEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYY YYYYYYYOOOOOOOOOUUU GGGGGGUUUUUUUUUYYYYYSSSS!!!

Nobody puts baby in the corner.

I carried a watermelon.

If you were waiting for the oppertune moment...that was it...

Do you think my hair looks okay? because sometimes I wake up and i'm like cool, and sometimes i wake up and i'm like not so cool. today i woke up and i was like, right side cool, left side not so cool.

here are some quotes i like...

Life was never meant to be an individual adventure, you need a team to get through all your worries and problems.( here's my team...mom, dad, conner, spencer, kerry, sarah, rachel, michael, dr. ivey, Jace, possibly Stuart...we will see...))

Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak; it means you are strong enough to let go.

An eye for an eye leaves the whole world blind.

Never look behind when you're ahead, never give up when you're behind.

Failing is just an oppurtunity to begin again more intelligently.

Knowlege speaks, yet wisdom listens.

Life loves those that love life.

Those who are afraid to fall never learn to fly. (but weasles don't get sucked into jet engines...lol)

those who don't believe in magic will never find it.

Hope is the denial of reality.

If you scatter thorns, don't go barefoot.

When you step to the ledge of all the light you have left, and you take that first step into the darkness of the unknown, you might believe that one of two things will happen. There will be something solid for you to step upon, or you will learn to fly.

Stand up for what's right even if it means you're standing alone.

Never look down on someone unless you are helping them up.

If atfirst you don't suceed, skydiving isn't for you.

If tylonol, duct tape, and a band-aid can't fix it, you havea serious problem.

tell someone there are 5 billion stars in the sky and they'll believe you, tell someone there's wet paint on a bench and they just HAVE to touch it!

Hola amigos! I hope everyone had a good week back at school! I think that most of you already heard that me and josh broke up over the break, but in case you didn't, we did. School is crazy this semester! spanish II, i am WAY behind...woodfield spanish shouldn't even count as a language credit...now i get to play catch up!! in another language!! with dyslexia!! I can't wait!(for those of you that don't understand sarcasm...that was a great example). American government...deja vu...we take this in middle school at stratford...and now i have to take it again because it is not a "highschol" credid. screw highschool credits! i know this shit...just let me take a test and prove it to you, then i dont have to waste an entire semester on crap i already know!! oh well, easy A. Biology...again deja vu...but i really love my teacher so it's all good...i won't complain. chorus! yay!! although...if there are any sopranos in my choir reading this...sing out!! I WAS THE only one SINGING TODAY!! I CAN'T  carry the melody by myself!! don't be so shy, if your in chorus, im assuming you like to sing, so do it!! no one can hear you over caneisha anyways! lol. other than school, nothing much is going on in my life right now, so i have run out of topics...i gues ill write more later!! adios!